[Routine Update] October 2025
Hey is anyone else depressed about the state of... everything ? I've had to be more protective of my heart and attention just to keep myself going day-to-day. When people ask me how it's going, I just shrug. It's kind of heartening to see most people around me understand it though. What's Changed I imagine my mood change is the root problem for a big portion of the below. Sun. So much sun. More sun than I would like, probably. But being out does help my mood. I have worn my Asian-auntie face shield out before, but the teen in me really couldn't help rolling her eyes at who I've become, so I stopped. I like freckles, I really do. I know it sounds like I'm just coping, but I've always hoped my eventual sunspots would come in like cute freckles. Alas, there are some large ones that just really aren't cute. BUT I am getting some cute ones on the bridge of my nose. I probably have a year or two before I'll seriously consider fraxel...I should pro...
